day 66: do it for yourself

hello hello helloooo!!

today i'm gonna piggy-back off of what we talked about yesterday: growing up.

as you guys probably know, today is my little brother, han's 7th birthday. and this morning, i was laying in bed with him and my mom and she asked something like, "do you wanna grow up?" and he answered, "no, i don't wanna grow up!"

but i think many of us can relate to the feeling of rushing to grow up, especially as little kids, because we think teenagers and adults are cool. yet once you arrive, you realize how much you wished you just lived in the moment.

i wished to be a teenager so that i could have a phone, a boyfriend, drive and all that jazz. 

and now, i struggle with most of the stuff i thought was cool or thought i would be doing at this age. i honestly don't mind not having the "cool" teenager life, because some of it isn't fun for me and what have you.

what a diva!!

but, when i am having a fun time out with my friends or whatever it may be, i think about how little me would think i'm the coolest ever.

and sometimes if you don't have the motivation, tell yourself that you're doing it for little you. little you would want you to be happy and live life to the fullest, even if they wouldn't quite know what that means yet.

i hope you enjoyed today and i'll catch you on the next one!!

don't wish for it, work for it.